my day...

hey everyone so these past couple of day i have been really lazy and i didnt want to write anything at all.. so yeah these past couple of days havent been the best days for me i wasnt really feeling that great at all i have been having a bunch of mixxed emotions and i dont know anymore lol this girl i have been talking to has been away so i kinda miss her right now shes a pretty important person to me currently.. Schools a bitch Lifes a bitch and everything doesnt seem to go my way i dunno what to say anymore. jus seems to be i wasnt meant to love or be loved i mean i have friends who love me but thats not the kinda love i am looking for at all. i guess i just wanna experience my first love and see what its like lol look at me only 16 and worying bout stupid shittt im such a dumbass ahaha i have been doing alright in school getting my grades and i am pretty damn proud of myself. well ya know just some of the stuff i wanna get off my chest

my days

ehh so today was a fairly alright day i got to see my favorite adult friend Tony and i guess you can say we had a good time... today i met some new people online and established a better relationship with some old friends which in my mind is pretty kick ass. Well since i am starting blogger today ill take you guys and gals to a few days backk lets just start at Friday, Friday was the best night of my life sadly... normally i dont go out much just stay at home and chat with my friends online which dont get me wrong is funn :) but friday was the first night where i actually stayed out having fun ill about 2 in the morning i went bowling and played arcade games which was awesome :) i dont expect much to happen cause i know if u have friends that wanna ask me to hang with them i cant its just not going to happen i need something where i can vent my feelings and get stuff outta me and i believe i made the right choice in starting an account here on blogger. well that was my great friday :) well i know this is a pretty weird post and its not the best ever lol but what can you say? its my first post ahaha well ill talk to you all on monday :)